Living The Christ - Sharings

Oh boy .. have you heard that? The old "I hate the world" The same shit people keep on saying for centuries.

Bad this, wrong that, of course the world is the fountain of opportunities, but opportunities are not the same as condemnation. I look at those that "hate the world today", and I look back at the world; 1 century slavery, 2 centuries more crimes, and all that crappy shit .. and I pose the question: Any slight chance of these dudes not hating the "world" anytime? I mean ever?

Oh macro - if they could just look at their lives .. mercy for themselves.

I don't love the "world", I have thoughts and associate w/ everything I see; thus bingo the 'world'. Today I finally accepted that (oh boy!) I'm this power that thinks, I'm not my thoughts, thoughts that come and go by second are not my 'identity'! Gee in that .. wow .. I'm absolutely free and liberated!

There's nothing to condemn, to save, to be right or to be be wrong, or even to "perfect" -- I set my mind free! Free to the coolness, to the natural innocense, to the inspiration and to the joy of being plain total .. free .. life creating!

Yuuhhuu! Shine on Creation!!

I write for myself
I write for life
I write for others
I write for love
I write for authenticity
I write for nothing
I write for truth
I write for knowledge
I write for happiness
I write for freedom
I write for expansion

I write for me
I write for none
I write for everyone
I freaking write for God!

Oh creation!
Love is creating!

Father, Life, Love
Before I thought
You set me free

My complexities
My anger and limitations
My littleness
My problems
Before I thought
You set me free
Before I thought

The dylemma
The noise
The pain
Before I thought
You set me free
Before I thought

My love
My life
My freedom
I got it
Before I thought
I didn't have
Before I thought
You set me free
You set me free

What is human being? A concept?

We are always trying to conceptualize things and, for the most part we try to make it as complex and insane as possible, in such a way we loose sight of what it is.

Let me take the example of being HAPPY. The dictionary says that being happy is "enjoying or characterized by well-being and contentment". Yet we have made a complex network of associations IN ORDER to be happy, we've invented many agreements and beliefs that at the end the purpose is to be UNHAPPY.

Isn't it crazy? We've invented this ocean of dependencies out nowhere in order to be happy, and yet happiness is something we feel, none can feel for us. To have access to something as great and as simple as being happy we've invented a network of barriers just to make it as difficult as possible.

For instance, being happy for us can be:

- Having assets (a great car, a great house)
- Having a great body
- Having a beautiful wife or husband or kids
- Being sucessful at work
- Being admired
- Having great sex
- Being popular
etc etc etc ...

We've become addicted in imposing conditions to our happiness, we've also become effective in not being happy was by saying that happiness depend on something outside of us. What a big lie and pretense we've made to hide our power of being, of being happy.

Being IS - and "IS" is out of time and circunstance!

Remember Sex and the City? I really enjoyed that show, and I loved was not the sex component and stories around (they were really funny) but more than anything I love the intimacy each friend had with other, that bondage. That same bondage was what created the elo between that show and I, and a hundred million more viewers.

Real intimacy, relatedness, comfort. That's what everyone is looking for.

What about if we could have that intimacy all the time and with everything.

If God is in everything I see. It should be natural for me to be related with everything and everyone, true relatedness, by inheritance.

There is a funny guy where I live, everyone that walks on 65th can see his small little old red jeep, filled up with junk. It looks like that not even a mosquito could fit in that car, he made his car a personal storage, it is very unusual. Yesterday I was walking back home and I saw his car completely packed, he managed to put more furniture on the top of that little jeep. The moment I saw it I made that weird face, in my mind I thought "What a freak!"

At that very moment I realized 'What am I doing?' ... 'Why am I finding him a freak?' - I instantly realized that my reaction had really nothing to do with him, what I was actually judging and condemning was my own closet filled with cluster, sometimes I can't even open the door.

And so it is, every time we condemn and see some sort of darkness in someone that spot of darkness is in reality something we found to be "real" in ourselves, and is usually hidden from our awareness. Why would I condemn myself for having a filled up closet? When I want I get it organized, that's simple. The closet is the closet, the stuff in there is the stuff in there, I just made-up a meaning/judgment about it, and a condemnation about myself, I was hiding it projecting into my brother!!

Quantum physics scientists have been researching that there is no difference between what we see and what we think - so in other words; what we think is what we see in that tiny instant, we are responsible for what we see. Under this perspective my crazy neighbor now is my savior, it is through him that I am saved from the made-up false ideas and judgments I made about myself. I was hiding it from myself projecting it into him, and now it is through him that I see mine and everyone's holiness!

Let's bless the world today and walk in gratitude! Forgive the world and forgive ourselves! When we choose to clear our minds from judgments and look within all we find is the holiness and oneness in everything we see, far beyond the clouds of condemnation, differences and separation. The outside is neutral - the good stuff is within!

A new fresh world, vibrant and alive each instant! Shower of blessings my Dear One, my Holy Beloved Brother!!

I was looking at density of our body
Just seeing it
The body as the body ..
Flesh and bones and water

In the Advance Course
By testing reality
We re-associated the illusion of it

Then in the 'being' exercise
We looked at each other
And we saw the fear of other 'bodies'

I don't have an answer
Or the holy truth to share
It is just funny to see what happens
When we identify ourselves with the body

There is fear

There is fear of what happens to us, the body rottens ...
Will we rotten under the grave?
The body shows we are all separated
Are we that far, distant and alone?

The body is solid
We take everything as solid
Conversations we hear from others become solid, stuck in time.
Uncool thoughts that passed on our minds become "solid"
I related ourselves past uncool thoughts and suffer

Death becomes solid
Survival becomes a mode
Protection and defenses become a mode
There is a sense of danger ...
Unsafety, many thoughts and concerns to survive

God becomes solid, like a stone, hurtful
Our minds become solid, hurtful, too vulnerable
A rigid, persona, punitive, reciprocal God
A right, persona, punite, reciprocal Self

Isn't it funny to look how crazy
Has been the meaning we've given to the body

Asking if we could see the body not as solid as it seems
Would we defend myself that much?
Would we be defenseless?
Would we be as identified with it?
Would we see ourselves limited?
Would we need admiration/outside gratification that much?

Inauthenticity by the the need to look a good persona?
Would we ever be stuck and not follow our dreams?
Would we be living so much in the survival mode?
Would we fear that much?
Would we see ourselves little and isolated?

If we saw the body as nothing, really
Can we be transparent?
Say what goes in our minds?
Not repress our feelings and emotions?
Be real, fear less, love more, feel connected

The solid appereance of the body
Wouldn't have the meaning we've attributed to it
A shift could happen
A shift from fear to love
From density to transparency
From defense to joining
From inauthenticity to self expression
From constant worries to joy

This is such an interesting inquire ....

It is amazing the end of beliefs and the beginning of knoweldge, the
end of 'me' to the beginning of We as One.

For all my life I thought I was an individual, I needed my own peace,
I needed my own happiness, I needed my own peace, I need my own well
being, I need my special love. That's how the world is constructed;
the world appears in bodies and separated minds, the world appears as
isolation and fear, and the Son of God forgets who he Is, he forgets
that he is not a body or a separated mind, He is life, he is who is
next to him, his own happiness is misundertood by his private
happiness, his own peace is misunderstood by his private peace, his
own love is misunderstood his private love, *** his own self is
misunderstood by his own illusion of himself ****

There is nothing in this world not fully shared, language is shared,
peace is shared, happiness is shared, minds are shared, thought is
shared, a living network, everything is One.

When I loose the awareness of who I am I think I can have a private
interest, the ego thinks there is something it can offer to the Son
by the illusion of himself, something so small and so insignificant
that traps the Son giving him the idea of something valuable in the
illusion. When I hear the ego I hear the voice of littleness, the
voice of exclusion, the voice of illusion, the voice of separation.

How can I be in the world without my part?
How can I relate myself without my SELF?
How can the 'I' live without the 'you'?
How can I be healed without my brother?
How can I have 'space' if all space is shared?
How can I be happy without sharing?
How can I be peaceful without joinning?
How can I be whole not knowing all that I am?
How can I give and receive but not to (and from) my whole SELF?
How can I forgive but not myself?

Finding who I am is finding the universe, finding purpose, finding
value, finding truth, finding life, finding play, finding God,
finding completion, finding my brother, finding myself.

To love my Father is to love His Son