Living The Christ - Sharings

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Today, 2/27/2005 I have officially died!
I died as an idea of personality!
I died as an idea of body!
I died as an idea of littleness!

I just declare it as so!
Just a choice!
Isn't it awesome!

Now
I am what I am,
an idea
an idea knowing and experiencing all ideas
an idea in expansion
The first ideas I'm experiencing are

- An idea in expansion
- An idea of liberation
- An idea of play!

Is a gift I finally give myself
And to the whole universe!

I'm doing it for fun, for joy, for life, for me and for you, also an idea of the idea of the idea that I also am, all encompassing,

I have a request then for you my brother idea
Be truly compassionate with me
When you notice I'm running away in fear
Being dogmatic (non expansive)
Being 'right', assumptions, non-accepting (non liberating)
Being boring (non play)
.. call me to awareness!

Help me seeing myself as this new idea
And knowing the idea of who I am, is also your idea.

There is no privacy in the world of ideas!
I'm truly yours!
Thank you sooo much!

Accept, bless and be free!


How powerful indeed is acceptance, and how crazy and apparently difficult it is to accept what we reject.

Much has been said about perception, through Quantum physics I find that I am part of the whole, and the whole at the same time. Having that said, when I reject something in me or in someone I set it apart from reality, in reality I am also what I reject, or what I fight against, because I am the mind that is seeing, hearing, perceiving it, giving meaning to it, and making the whole interpretation about 'it'.

For instance, I fought with things I disliked in me and/or in others .. at the end it is all the same thing and the same idea, all that is asked of me from the Christ Mind is to forgive it truly, I forgive it truly by accepting it, blessing it.

The coolest of all is that whatever seemed to annoy me disappears ... I enter into the holy spirit ground, I step into reality.

The Holy Spirit or the Christ Mind is purely innocent, innocence stands for not knowing darkness, so anger, rejection, fear, resistance, stiffness, inauthenticity, all these adjectives are not known by the Holy Spirit.

What seemed to annoy me disappears; I step back in freedom, power and self-expression, expansion.

Acceptance is authenticity!

This is awesome and powerful. When I don't accept I'm not present, I can't see the impacts, I don't choose again, I don't see my innocense and freedom. I'm blind, stuck in my own punishment, my own making.

Acceptance is freedom!

We all have our 'acts' in the world of beings, in the world of illusions.


Would I be inauthentic and say that I forgive the unloving and fearful thoughts of my brother if I can't even forgive mine.

Do these thoughts mean anything? Anyway? Why do I care? Why do I make them real?
Do they sustain themselves? Ever?
Am I the ego, the world of changes?
Am I the world of appearances?

So should I be concerned on 'correcting' or 'fixing' mine or my brother's 'being'?

Illusion is illusion, there is no reality in it, it just passes by, it never lasts, thoughts and behaviors in this world are like the wind that passes by in the sky, and the sky is real ... :)

What a release .. when I can finally see that all is asked of me is forgiveness ... forgiveness of the clouds that passes by in the sky.

Let me feel and embrace this sky. It is all around me, it sustains me, it's me too :)

Experiences in living


I'm so happy and thankful today, my final green card came, my divorce came, all of them were problematic, I forgot to renew the green card 2 years ago and lost it, I just got it back now, the divorce was complicated too, I questioned whether I should see an attorney. At the end I was compelled to remember that the divorce and the green card renewal process were my thought, produced by me, under my responsibility, I could release them to the holy spirit or I could fight against my own thought.

It became clear I could trust that my mind was holy, the holy spirit was part of me and in me, I could trust that the best situation for me and for the whole sonship would arise ... and so it happened.

The nature of thoughts is quite amazing, and is even more amazing how fearful I became in the past facing such fact, I was afraid what I could do against my self, I had with me the mad idea that I was powerless in face of my own attack thoughts, the persistent idea that God was reciprocal and would hold something against me (or my brother) ...

In reality and in light and in strength I see that every time I embrace myself, every time I sanctify myself, I sanctify my seeing, I feel more at home, I feel more at ease, I feel safer, more confident, and happier.

That's the way it goes
That's the way it will be
That's the way it has been
That's the was it was

There's only Your Will Father
And I say Amen :)

I live being myself; free, forgiving, authentic, tender, playful and inspiring.



Father, help me to be honest with myself today. Show me that I do not already know what must remain beyond my present seeing, that I will not think I understand the whole of your creation from bits of my perception, which are all that I can see. Let me recognize that this is so. Let me be relieved of judgments that I cannot make, that I may free myself and what I look upon, to be in peace as God created us. Father, today I leave creation free to be itself. I honor all its parts, in which I am included. We are one because each part contains Your memory, and truth must shine in all of us as one.

Let me see Heaven through your eyes, Christ my friend, my radiance, my thought, my brother.

Amen.

Why don't we change the way we see ourselves instead of changing ourselves?

Why don't we change the way we see the world instead of changing the world?

How old and burned is this idea of changing the external appearance? How old is the dissatisfaction?

Changing the world and changing ourselves come from the same idea.

- The idea that there is something really wrong with the self
- The idea that there is something really wrong with the world

It is so evident it can bite us. I can stop lying to myself and look within;

The dissatisfaction with the self is consuming, saturating, doesn't seem to end, and it won't. Ultimately because it doesn't need a "fix", just the mind, that is deeply calling for a new perception.

The dissatisfaction with the world is consuming, saturating, doesn't seem to end, and it won't. Ultimately because it doesn't need a "fix", just the mind, that is deeply calling for a new perception.

Then, I can say that I honestly bless the world, because I have honestly blessed my self.

I let the transformation of the world begin where it resides; in my mind. I accept my innocence and that I am the Son of God. I accept reality, that I am innocent, my brother is innocent, I give up the crucifixion, living in sorrow, anger and regret.

The truth sets me free.

I Thank You Father, in Advance.



Father, I thank you for restoring my sanity
Father, I thank you for bringing me to life again
Father, I thank you for answering my prayers
Father, I thank you for being non reciprocal
Father, I thank you for all that you want for me
Father, I thank you for being your Son
Father, I thank you in advance, for resolving all the problems I think I do have
Father, I thank you for being there for me, always.
Father, I thank you for giving me whatever I choose, always.
Father, I thank you for showing me the way
Father, I thank you for who you are
Father, I thank you for showing me who I am
Father, I thank you for being love
Father, I thank you for setting me free.
Father, I am in love with you
Father, I am in you and with you, forever and ever, always safe, always secure, always love.


Father, I thank you for being the mind I think.
Father, thank you.

I have a dream
My dream is my Will

I want to be fully exposed
I want to be fully giving
Fully receiving from my self, the Christ
I wish to be who I am

Understanding, self forgiving
Simple, and in peace
I want to see the density of my dreams fade in nothing
I want to jump in the ocean and be it
I dream of seeing the perfection of my image beyond the appearances of time

I want to live in authenticity
Fearless, grateful, emotionally mindfully connected with everything
That is how it will be
And not because I should, or would or could
Because is my Will
And my Will is the Will of God

And Calling Angels



Yesterday at Landmark I saw what addiction is. Addiction for me is the 'holding on' to something that makes me suffer but I believe it gives me something valuable.

I was amazed to notice how much protection I was holding on, as an example, I had this project to be launched with a community and be guided by the Holy Spirit. However, I was stuck with the idea of control, I feared the project would only be created if I did everything, I was not sharing and giving myself to my brother.

I noticed I could barely listen and trust the tips my brothers were giving me on the project. I was living a defense against Oneness, truth. It's an idea I've made up in time that I had to be 'touch', that I had to build up defense, not expose myself. I can give all that up!! As more I as know who I am as easier it is to let go what limits me.

How important it is to protect the kingdom, the mind I think is the mind of GOD!!... to be at peace and ease is my habitat. I can be aware of the thoughts that put me down, if thoughts against my joy pass by and I don't question them I'll loose power and am slave to them, I will be slave to false ideas I've made-up, without basis and without truth. These beliefs will not only slave me but also make me sad, bring on a false state of mind based on false ideas. As much I am aware of my false thoughts and unmask them, as much power and joy.

Also, if i'm overwhelmed by any reason, at any moment I can call the holy spirit, give him my thoughts, and find my redemption, my peace and joy, I just call his name!!

It feels like angels hovering and taking me to a place good and familiar.
Angels ... ideas, holy and pure ideas! :)

The Peace of God is the absence of war, with myself



What else could peace be?

This world is a place where the Son seems to have lost himself, where the mind appears to be separated from life, where everything seems separated, all people here do have a sense of loneliness so deep and profound, some hide and say it isn't, but that's inherent and obviously; v-i-s-i-b-l-e.

The need of a relationship to gain love, the need of a witness to prove I'm alive, the need of a status to tell me myself I've won a battle.

A battle field, an arena where I and my brother:

- come to win or loose
- come to survive or die
- come to be right or wrong
- come to be loved or discarded

Who is the enemy?
Where is he?

Only God can give the answers, only the peace of God, only I being peace.

What would this world be if I could see and live everything as part of me?

What would this world be when I'm seeing it?

What would I be for this world?

Jesus What Are You Asking Me?
To Forgive Every-thing?
Every-Thing is One?
Love is Every-Thing?



I didn't know that Love doesn't know separation, as innocense doesn't know of guilt, love doesn't know of separate parts. Love, for being total, is One, being everything, at all time and everywhere.

Jesus is correcting my vision so that I can start seeing again, I didn't know that love doesn't have a clue of condemnation in any form, love is pure and total, the figures, the personas, the ego ... all things are forgiven, accepted as One, as they really are, blessed and loved, in that state of Oneness, of fogiveness, the ego ... DISAPPEAR!

It is so interesting to see how perception shifts when I accept vision, I start loving everything, myself is accepted and loved deeply, images in all forms are fogiven and blessed, there's nothing to condemn, nothing to reject, nothing to change.

Love is a state of totality, of clarity, of peace, of grace.

Myself and my seeing are One.

Wow ...

Mirror Mirror what is that anyway?

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Something I learned at Landmark; peace of mind. The second voice turns on when I try to 'look good' - or 'look bad'. In summary; when I judge.

The look good thing is the identity (ego) thought, is the thought of:

"I am a body", "I am a persona, character, figure"
and
"I am figure, a different figure, and because I am different I must differ in something. I must be better, I must be worse, I must be cuter, I must be uglier, I must be more expressive, I must be less expressive, I must do this, I must look this, I must not look that ..."

And so comes the shoulds, the do's, the rights, the wrongs, the hate, the specialness, the saved, the condemned, I judge everything, I find a miss in me and all, I get lost in the dream.

I can deny that I am dreaming, I can't deny that there are choices I make to 'look good' in a certain way, but at this stage I can let it go and I choose life, reality, pure mind, seeing, God, the Son, accepting.

That means I'm now choosing my happiness and resurrection by letting go of values that I've made that can but depress me, give a temporal idea of satisfaction that will let me down the next moment, and a temporal imagined value that will make me constantly worried.

I can choose to value what has no value and struggle with this choice. There is nothing wrong about it, there's nothing right about it either because there's nothing real in the dream. However when I choose not to crucify the Christ in me (and I can't kill myself anyway) I know my choices are different, my values are real, I am real, I am authentic, I have nothing to hide or fear, I am free, I am happy!

Holy Spirit, you are my companionship when I dream, and you're here always, thank you! :)

I have a star in skies, that is the one that guides me, sets my mind free, liberates me of all worries, sadness, and conflict.

What could I ask?

What else could I say?

What else could I be?

What else could I have?

Despite all my fears
Despite all my defenses
Despite all my sorrows
Despite all my moments of pain
Despite all my memories, the good ones, the bad ones
Despite all my mistakes
Despite all my illusions
Despite all make-believes
Despite and above all else

I AM THE SON OF GOD
I AM PURE MIND
PURE LOVE
WHOLE TOTAL AND COMPLETE
EXTENDING AS MY FATHER
CO-CREATING WITH MY FATHER
ALWAYS
I AM THE SON OF GOD

AND LOVE IS THE WAY I WALK IN GRATITUDE
FATHER, I LOVE YOU, THANK YOU FOR BEING ONE.

The monster lives only on the screen




It is so funny! There's no meaning in this life, there's no meaning in this world, all is made-up, all is imagined, I keep on telling myself that, I keep on experiencing liberation, and ease, and play.

ALL IS INVENTED HERE - THERE IS NOTHING TRUE

I can see now that I can joke about my flaws, I can't take them seriously, as I can't take my brother's mistakes seriously, it's all the same, it's the same thought, and is all invented.

I know in my heart that the biggest gift I can give myself and my brother is forgiveness, it lights-up everything, it releases the darkness and heaviness of dreams, it sets free!

Father - THANK YOU!