Living The Christ - Sharings

It is amazing the end of beliefs and the beginning of knoweldge, the
end of 'me' to the beginning of We as One.

For all my life I thought I was an individual, I needed my own peace,
I needed my own happiness, I needed my own peace, I need my own well
being, I need my special love. That's how the world is constructed;
the world appears in bodies and separated minds, the world appears as
isolation and fear, and the Son of God forgets who he Is, he forgets
that he is not a body or a separated mind, He is life, he is who is
next to him, his own happiness is misundertood by his private
happiness, his own peace is misunderstood by his private peace, his
own love is misunderstood his private love, *** his own self is
misunderstood by his own illusion of himself ****

There is nothing in this world not fully shared, language is shared,
peace is shared, happiness is shared, minds are shared, thought is
shared, a living network, everything is One.

When I loose the awareness of who I am I think I can have a private
interest, the ego thinks there is something it can offer to the Son
by the illusion of himself, something so small and so insignificant
that traps the Son giving him the idea of something valuable in the
illusion. When I hear the ego I hear the voice of littleness, the
voice of exclusion, the voice of illusion, the voice of separation.

How can I be in the world without my part?
How can I relate myself without my SELF?
How can the 'I' live without the 'you'?
How can I be healed without my brother?
How can I have 'space' if all space is shared?
How can I be happy without sharing?
How can I be peaceful without joinning?
How can I be whole not knowing all that I am?
How can I give and receive but not to (and from) my whole SELF?
How can I forgive but not myself?

Finding who I am is finding the universe, finding purpose, finding
value, finding truth, finding life, finding play, finding God,
finding completion, finding my brother, finding myself.

To love my Father is to love His Son

The pillow you sleep gives you comfort, an extension of you, an idea you've made, it's solely purpose is to awake you and bring you home.
Is all loving...
Oh Bless it Son of God!

The water you drink purifies you, an extension of you, an idea you've made, it's solely purpose is to awake you and bring you home.
Is all loving...
Oh Bless it Son of God!

Your body, your brother's body, in them you have experiences, an extension of you, an idea you've made, it's solely purpose is to awake you and bring you home.
Is all loving ...
Oh Bless it Son of God

The trees
The birds
The walls
Your home
The stairs
The fork
The knife
The computer
The skies
The air you breathe ...

All things, all extensions of you..

Look at them lovingly ...
They're all holly
They're all One
They're all ideas you've made
And they all bring you home.

Give me your blessings ...
Oh Glorious Son of God!

Imagine for instance that you are in a party and there's a glass on the table, that table is in the center of the party, everyone is seeing the table and the glass. But few people, or almost none, are present to the fact that everyone is seeing the same, our senses are one, our seeing is one ... but people can walk like a zombie on the streets and don't see each other ... they are not PRESENT to their senses.

As far as "projection" and "the world", I had to let my arrogance aside and be honest with what I was seeing, interpreting, experiencing; there's nothing true about 'the world' or 'the dream', all comes from partial perception/experience.

Having that said, I gave up saying that the world was sad or happy, all I could honestly say was: ** what I am present to **.

That doesn't mean that the perception is real, the world is a collection of memory anyway, but the experience is always personal ...

There is nothing neutral in our memories or in what we see because we set meaning(s) to our seeing, it comes in one package. The right perception comes when we are honest, less arrogant, and say 'what we are present to'

For instance, I never "forgave" someone else, I'm always forgiving myself, forgiving what I was "present" to, forgiving the meaning I am making, the interpretation .. and then in honesty I am able to move from a low level of experience to a higher one. Moving to another level of experience requires honesty ... I am always making something in the dream ...

I had also to give up making my brother wrong, if my brother is wrong I am making him/her wrong... so in reality what I really wanted by making someone wrong was really being miserable, I had to see that impacts, all I really wanted was the impact .. I wanted to be miserable ..

One of these days I was at an ACIM class and was talking about the neutrality of the world, a woman said that NYC was sad and depressive, crying she said; "Look at your brother on the streets! don't you see how much sadness?!"

I had to be honest with her and say that it was not what I was 'present to', I was actually seeing happy people in the streets of NYC,. Is always what is going on in the mind; I was happy, so the world outside transformed to me as 'happy'

'In time' we are present to something, is very important to share, be honest and open, instead of being right or wrong, or saying that something is "REALLY this" or "REALLY that" we can say "I'm present to" "something".

This honesty/openness liberates ...

I have not been posting lately, and that has been awesome also, a moment of reflection, a moment of letting go the doing, a moment of release ...

I went to an ACIM gathering yesterday, I still find myself talking too much, I'd like to listen more, but how could I condemn myself? How could I judge myself? If that was what was present to me at that moment? And if the moment is not even here? Why should I make myself wrong? Why I should I make my thoughts wrong? My thoughts are all inclusive by nature.

I also realized that wandering, thinking of future possible encounters, thinking of what to say or do in the future, or bringing the past back and trying to change it, in my experience has much to do with fear, need of control, but when I experience what is real ... What a release!... My thinking is my seeing, there's no future, there's no other place, there are no other people, there is only presence, what IS is, simple, there's nothing to be afraid, to plan, to defend, to program, to show off, I am surrounded supported and sustained by the holy spirit, all my thoughts, all my seeing is forgiven and blessed, "my holiness encompasses everything" even the blow of the wind carries a message of love for me, a brother that smiles shines my heart, that flower that blossoms blossoms for me.

There's nothing back, nothing ahead, let me release time, distance, my dreamed brother, my dreamed self.

My Father always waits for me with open arms, let me embrace Him, and His Son. God, release, reality, is my only Goal.

I think ... there's a problem .. there is a problem
I think ... there's a broken world in pieces ... there's a broken
world
I think ... there's something wrong ... there's something wrong
I think ... there's the ego ... there's the ego
I think ... there is time ... there is time past-future

and when ....
when ...
when ..
I accept REALITY

Reality is HERE!
The eternal moment is here, always always ...
The world is the kingdom in this instant, the clouds are blessed
The seeing is sanctified
All the senses are at one
The All is beauty and loving ..
Is unified by inheritance
Separated forms are undone
The whole is seen
All melting down in grace, in bliss, in joy, in happiness

There's nothing now .. to be said or done ...
Let's rejoice .. the Kingdom!

I've invented the world I see
I've invented the thoughts I have
I've invented the meaning I've made
I've invented the interpretation
I've invented my senses
I've invented I am separated
I've invented the significance of life
I've invented the meaning of life
I've invented death
And all this doesn't mean anything

'Cause ...

I have NOT invented the MIND I think!
I am the Son of God
Complete by nature
Present as life
At One with everything
Forever shining ..
As the reflection of my Father's Love!