Living The Christ - Sharings

Beyond reason and symbols there is love

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I don't want to repress myself, I want to be honest. Hidden agendas, manipulation, repression, articulation in order to get something. These tactics are inauthentic, and inauthenticity is fear.

I see how many experiences are available to me, all of them for me to see. I still get pissed when I want to change the world, when I want to change my brother, when I have to change myself. I use reason to justify my anger, that 'other' that I try to change is also a thought that comes from me, I am the Son of God, I've been projecting but I have no location and no time, when I remember my identity and feel the love of God in me, all symbols are laid down, all shadows are forgiven, only presence is experienced, and the calming and extending realization that I am One with everything.

I have been mislead by reason, I have used reason to attack myself, I have used reason to defend myself against the truth. The real reason is truth and love, and is far beyond all symbols, meanings, books, idols, and any agreement of the world.

Father I give myself to you, let me live your Glory, recognize my own, see what I left behind, and see the world I perceive now as the hallway of Heaven.