Living The Christ - Sharings

I have not been posting lately, and that has been awesome also, a moment of reflection, a moment of letting go the doing, a moment of release ...

I went to an ACIM gathering yesterday, I still find myself talking too much, I'd like to listen more, but how could I condemn myself? How could I judge myself? If that was what was present to me at that moment? And if the moment is not even here? Why should I make myself wrong? Why I should I make my thoughts wrong? My thoughts are all inclusive by nature.

I also realized that wandering, thinking of future possible encounters, thinking of what to say or do in the future, or bringing the past back and trying to change it, in my experience has much to do with fear, need of control, but when I experience what is real ... What a release!... My thinking is my seeing, there's no future, there's no other place, there are no other people, there is only presence, what IS is, simple, there's nothing to be afraid, to plan, to defend, to program, to show off, I am surrounded supported and sustained by the holy spirit, all my thoughts, all my seeing is forgiven and blessed, "my holiness encompasses everything" even the blow of the wind carries a message of love for me, a brother that smiles shines my heart, that flower that blossoms blossoms for me.

There's nothing back, nothing ahead, let me release time, distance, my dreamed brother, my dreamed self.

My Father always waits for me with open arms, let me embrace Him, and His Son. God, release, reality, is my only Goal.